March 2009

The doctor said I'd hear from the hospital 'within 3 months'. Well, it feels like it's never happening. If it does, I will be SO terrified.

I am worried that I am in my 50s and things don't heal as quickly any more. On the other hand, I am quite healthy - mostly - and I do exercise. 

I decided to exercise even more, to get ready, and take extra vitamin tablets.

Maybe it will just quietly go away and they'll forget about me.